25 September, 2009


... like white smoke in a dark, dark sky...
It didn't even get to burn up in flames... it never got to be flame-ish.
I'm mad, I'm disapointed, the questioning came back, the tears, the fears... but at least I got to see that I still feel, that, after all, I do move on.

The wierd thing? I'm kinda of “pity smiling” at myself (like I've failed in a huge battle, even if trying, with effort, now I get that little slap in my back) but then something clicks inside... If only I wasn't (so) sad...
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Talking about feelings... can someone tell me: what the hell is wrong with people, nowadays?
They can't seam to be, to feel for the pure sake of just it. Like everybody has some second meaning, some innuendo, something (not that good) hidden or implied.

But then again, more and more (sadly), you're right, my darling: "Everybody is bad till prooven otherwhise".
I know, I know... I'm that innocent.

5 thoughts unleashed:

Eva Gonçalves said...

You can't let yourself feel defeated Izzie! They might all be "bad", conniving, hipocrits, selfish, whatever... But you're still that innocente, till prooven otherwise!! Just remember never to become like all the rest...and you'll be fine, trust me...smile and pitty them instead :)
big kiss and a big hug, looks like you need one...

Fatucha said...

ei, não te deixes ir abaixo!! tou aqui, amiga, e cheia de saudades... :( "aparece" la no msn, please! bjs

João Pedro said...

Sentimentos genuínos, Izzie...
Escasseiam cada vez mais.
E se os cultivarmos em nós, estamos no bom caminho ou acabamos deslocados, neste mundo?
Mesmo assim, acho que vale a pena sentir...

Beijo,

Maxwell said...

De facto qualquer um é mau até provado contrário.
Não acredito que haja algum inuendo consciente. Acho que, na maioria, só es~tão a tentar preservar-se.

Keep feeling. Maybe, someday, those feelings will go away. :P

Daniel Silva (Lobinho) said...

Acredito que ainda ha inocentes. tal como tu dizes: THAT innocente. So nao sei a fronteira entre inocência e ingenuidade... ate aprendermos que devemos ser inocentes mas nao ingenuos. Not easy, though

 
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